Guys and love...

well, its been a while since i write a blog...now I'm really in a dilemma...My friend back in high school suddenly said, he loves me. and i was....what? how the heck that can happen??? but now i really like a guy who wait for me for three years...i like every single thing about him except for we didn't spent much time together and i really miss him. once he promised to me that he will sing a song for me but up until now, we never called each other since the promise been made. however, there's a sabahan guy in lakeside which also a scholar that somehow i like...hahaha...funny right??? every time i spent time with him i felt that i can be myself. but i know its just a dream...although we spent a lot of time together especially last night when we had our dinner together...we talked and laughed so much...i think better to be single so that i can like all sabahan guys...haha...but its the truth...i only like sabahan guys....huahahahaha...Now i only like one guy who currently studying in sabah...I love him so much..so forget the other two...

HOLIDAY.......

this holiday was somehow a bad one. several accident i came across to during the holiday. the first one was on Saturday, 27 August...i was watching movie with my sister in our room using my computer when my cousin came in and told us that her brother met an accident with motorcycle in Kituau, Limbanak. we were shocked. my mother immediately woke up and grabbed the car keys. me and brother followed my mom to fetch my cousin. when we reached the place, my cousin was nowhere to be found so we asked my cousin's friend where was my cousin. then a few minutes later my friend's mom came and told us that my cousin will be brought to their house in a few minutes. at first i was afraid to look at my cousin...later my cousin arrived. his condition was bad. his nose and mouth was bleeding. there was a scar in his neck. his left arm cannot moved and his leg was badly wounded. he cannot walked on his own so my brother had to carry him. then we went back to our house because my mother have to change her clothes before going to HQE..when we reach HQE, my brother put my cousin on a wheel chair then put inside the emergency hall. all the people there were staring at us. later my aunt came and accompany my cousin until we brought him back that day. he went back with a cemented arm..i do hope he had learn his lesson by not wandering too far from home and not telling his parents.

On the same day my cousin met an accident, there was also one accident happened in my village. one perodua kancil hit the telephone cable and broke it into two. the car was badly damaged of course. it happened at night after we came back from Tanjung Aru beach. the driver was drunk and somehow he still survived from the accident.

on the 3 September, our car was hit by a proton saga. we were on our way to putatan from kinarut. when we want to make our way through a roundabout near SMK Kinarut, suddenly a proton saga hit us from the sideways. luckily we bring unser that day. then we have to park in the middle of the road. my father went out of the car and befriend with the owner of the car who hit us. his car was badly damaged and unable to move. so a tow car was called. apparently the owner of the car was a traffic officer at Kompleks Karamunsing. the left side of the front door was a little bit damaged. me and my sister had to go back with my cousin who we called to fetch us while my mother and father went to Police station in papar. luckily no one was hurt.

enough with the story about the accident...during the holiday, there were tonnes of celebration that i celebrated. the first one is Hari Raya Celebration. my cousin was a Muslim so we went back to my father's village to celebrate hari raya with them. at the same day, my cousin also married at tun fuad hall. in addition that day was also the day where my cousins prayed for their father who died 15 years ago..and my other cousin also celebrated his son's birthday..that day, we didn't cook at home because we went to the celebration and ate tonnes of foods..we also make some raya biscuits. for example is kuih makmur and also batang buruk. on the last day in sabah, my father cooked a steamboat for the whole family. and we celebrate my brother,my cousin and my aunt's birthday. we even celebrated my cousin's anniversary. my sister and my cousin baked two more cakes in addition to one blackforest cake that we bought earlier. that night, i went to st aloysius limbanak for sunset mass. i saw my friends there as there was PYD going on. i miss them so much...but study came first...

overall, my holiday is quite sad but also exciting..hehe

Hmmm...

Somehow at this stage after completing one semester of Foundation in Science in Taylor University Lakeside Campus and meeting great friends, I felt that I don't like science subject....
Few reason that I think I am not a science person is that my Biology was worst......and my Algebra is the best...I'm better in Algebra rather than in Human Biology..huhu....what should i do.....I don't want to change my course because of the scholarships but I'm afraid that this will affect my studies as well as my CGPA...somebody helps me!!!!!!!!arghhh......

First Assesssment of 2nd Sem FIS

In a nut shell I can say that my first assessment for all the subject is average...huhu so sad la because one of the subject i got really low marks......let me tell you about my first assessment on every subject...
ALGEBRA&GEOMETRY
my favourite subject among all the subject as i love numbers....hehe..i'm very happy about my result for quiz 1...because.......i got full marks!!!! so happy......20/20.......thats mean i got 100%.....2.5 percent for my assessment mark...and i also nominated by Mr. Yap to be a tutor for my friends who are weak in algebra...so happy to help them...in addition, i was paid rm30 per hour....and i only have to teach them one hour per week.....hehe..extra money for me....
ORGANIC CHEMISTRY
my second favourite subject.....i only got 8/10 for the first quiz.....so sad because i was targeting to get 10/10....but i think its because i dont take it seriously...thats why i didin't got fuul marks...very envy with those who 9/10 and 10/10.....have to study more for the upcoming quiz which is next week on thursday...huhu. i can do it....
ENGLISH 2
at first i wasn't so confident with my answer during the quiz as i just answer it like it was nothing...but suprisingly, i got 8/9....so happy....im hoping this will continue so that i can get A for my final exam later on....so that i can get 4.00 as my CGPA....
HUMAN BIOLOGY
the subject that i was supposed to be good at as i'm a doctor-to-be...but then i got the lowest mark of all the subject..very sad...huhuhuhuhu..need to do better for the upcoming quiz...i cannot risk of not getting A for this sem..i need to master biology right now......i only got 12/20...very low for me....need to struggle up a bit after this....biology is crucial for me....

Gear up wanda...you can do it...just believe in yourself..if anyone else can do it, why you can't???? what the difference between you and the others....you just have to study hard and smart as well.. lessen your time facing facebook and other unneccessary things...focus on your studies....don't let your teacher, your family and most of all your parents down..make sabah proud of as you're the only one sabahan scholar in this course......

God, please help me in my study..I know You will always be by my side. Help me endavour all the challenges in my life and make me a better person in Your eyes....
                                                                                                                   Amen.

MUSIC..................

currently, I'm listening to my senior's songs.....he composed many songs..among his songs, i like the song entitled 'You're Not In Love' the most...i like its tune....but i like all the songs.....he is a very brilliant artist..believe it or not, in his music video, he sings, write the lyrics, arrange the music and also play all the instrument....such a talented man....his name is Bryan Rundi...he is an ex CPUian...he will be leaving Malaysia to Canada in a few months....that's all.....haha..very short one this time...
this is the link to his facebook page if anyone interested...

http://www.facebook.com/bryanrundimusic

Registration for JUNIORS and Orientation Weeks.......

26 June 2011...

Today is the registration day for my juniors..haha..I'm so happy because at last I'm a senior....well, I'm hoping there will be some sabahan among the juniors..if not some, one is enough...I'm longed for sabahan friends whom i can speak in my mother tongue with....I woke up very early..haha. maybe too excited as i will have a new housemate.....I'm the first one going downstairs to wait for the bus...thanks to me, the bus know where we were waiting......the registration process is okay la....my eyes was so fresh as they got to see more guys..cute guys...hahaha.....its boring to see nazrin, nabil and hazim's face everyday for 6 months...after the registration process had been completed, the juniors together with their parents went to temptations hall...for what???of course, to eat..poor nazrin...he was the only guy at the moment so he had to handle all the luggage...after finish everything, we headed back home....me, atira, ira dira n nazrin (forget one more girl) follow the taylor bus back to Casa...the bus was very packed but we still managed to enter the bus.....and unfortunately nazrin had to stand up as there's no seat left.....At Casa Subang, we bring them to ground floor level to obtain their access card..over there, boxes of peel fresh juice had been poured out for us...somebody sponsored 300 boxes of peel fresh juice...well, it ended nicely...and i do got one housemate..her name is Jia Ying... 

ORIENTATION WEEKS...

this orientation weeks is joined by both seniors and also juniors..well, we really got to know them..we met Dr. Adnan, Mr. Gerald, Ms. Jehan, SSU people and lot more new people whom i haven't met eventhough i already been in taylor for 6 months..it was a very joyful programme...lot things happened..got to know that i'm the only one from sabah among all the scholars...celebrating abg Mad's 30th birthday, doing presentation together with the juniors, get to know our semester 1 result, got to know my juniors....and the most thing i like about this programme is no homeworks..that means, no need to study, can relaxed all the times.......so happy....=)...

nothing to write anymore....in short, i'm glad i have juniors....hahaha....God Bless....

Holiday!!!!!!

My holiday is basically so dull.......In a nutshell, I prefer to say that I stay at home almost everyday.......But I still spent some time wandering(of course alone) in Pekan Donggonggon.....Of course my father didn't say anything because he knows that I longed to go to Pekan Donggonggon...so eventhough I came back late, its still ok....haha..so happy because I got the freedom to do anything what I want....and also during this short period, I also went to eat everything that I desired to eat and I cannot or hardly find at my place....Marrybrown,  my mom's hinava, tamu's tuhau, Sin Wan Pan Mee, Restoran Ilham's Soto and I also had a chance to eat at my aunt's restaurant...so yummy.....to think that I'm unable to eat something like that in Selangor is relly hurting my heart...just kidding.....during the holiday, I also had a chance to meet my niece, Jenna...and most thing that I like to do during the hoilday is cooking...I even bake cake to celebrate Father's Day at my house together with my aunts and cousins...its really happy to be with them and be a part of family celebration....
Sadly, I never went to Kota Kinabalu because no one is willingly to brought me there....but its okay because nothing to do at KK also....and I hadn't meet my friends because they already start studying again....so I had to spent my holiday alone with my family, my laptop and also the TV at home....But I'm still glad that I went back home. After 3 months in Taylor, home is the place where I longed to be.....well, that's all for now. later i tell you about the new juniors we have in taylor...haha. Bye.

Trip to UiTM Puncak Alam...

here I have a sad story to tell........not too sad la...but kind of a bitter sweet story....on 10 June, i went to UiTM Puncak Alam to visit my cousin....i thought the journey to there was a piece of cake but unfortunately it was a very tough journey..let me tell you one by one....i went there with Amirah...from Casa Subang, i took the 7.45 a.m. bus to the campus..and then i went to Sunway Pyramid with Amirah..after having a light breakfast and bought Dunkin Doughnut for my cousin and her friends, we were on the taxi on the way to their campus...the taxi driver said, he knew the place so i put my trust in him because Amirah also knew him....but then on our way to our destination, suddenly it rained heavily..the taxi dropped us at one place called Puncak Perdana..i thought its the same place with Puncak Alam so i just got out from the taxi...but then my friend called me asking me where i am...then i said i'm at the siblings cafe...then they ask me, where is the siblings cafe...they told me to wait for them at Pendeta Cafe...i ask the students there where is pendeta cafe..but they said, they don't know where is it.....then my friend said their hostel is on a hill....i look around me but i don't saw any hill.....okay, something's wrong....we ended up a few hours over there...lastly i ask my cousin what faculty is she in...she said she is in health science faculty..then i ask the guard where is the FSK..then they said its in the Puncak Alam which was 10 km from our current place...so we had to take taxi again to there...thanks to Amirah....within a few minutes, we were in the cab on the way to UiTM Puncak Alam...after spending 1 hour there and gave them the doughnuts and book to my cousin, we went back safely....but got one more problem, it is not easy to get a cab at their place...but thank God we got a cab that send us directly to Sunway Pyramid....

My comments about their place?

1. so big....

2. got so many hills...even their hostel is on the hill...

3. got very long stairs......

4. cheap food

but still I'm proud to be a Taylorian......haha

EXAM.........................Now is my HOLIDAY!!!!!!YEAH...

02 June...

I started my exam  with English papers...even though its 2 hours and a half paper, its seems so fast..we only have 3 questions but i finish answering all the questions in 2 hours and 20 minutes.....my essay is so long..I'm not so sure if my answer is correct or my essay is good....I'm just hoping that i will get enough marks for me to score 3.67 and above...for me, the question is not so hard...its a bit challenging though...and the way i answer the question is different than how the others answer....that also why I'm very afraid bout this paper...

03 June...

The second paper is Physics paper..i thought it was easy because i got high marks recently in quiz and also test..but somehow the questions was very hard...for me of course..I'm not so sure about the others. they probably think that the question is quite easy for them..because they are a genius student....some questions i don't know how to answer and i just answer what i know..at least i didn't left my paper blank...that's my principle..hoho..don't left your paper blanks..even though i don't know the answer, just answer..

06 June...

The third paper is Maths.....i like this paper....not just like it, i love it..why? because I'm confident with my answer..and i know i can get high marks...hoho...but some of the questions really confusing me..x>10???? since when there's a question like that? i never know about x>10...usually is x>0..but I'm happy..hehe

07 June

The second last paper..hihi...Chemistry..i have some wrong already and some of my answers is different that other people...some of the questions, i really don't know how to answer but i still write something..at least i answers some.....sad because i answered wrongly a really easy question...its like i didn't study....sorry Miss Inthi, I can't get 95 for this final exam..its impossible for me to get 95....so sorry....

08 June..

the last paper..and most dreadful...Biology.....i also already have some wrong...i'm just hope i can get enough marks so i can get 80 and above so that i can get 3.67 and above for this exam..huhu

Enough with the stress and sadness......exam week is finally over......Holiday has started.....2 more days...wait for me Sabah........hahahaha...no more books in my hand.....tomorrow im going to sunway pyramid for shopping things that i want to bring back to sabah....hoho......i can't wait going back to sabah..miss Sabah a lot..and m,y niece is at my house....my 1-month niece...huhu....i want to see her........bye2 Selangor..hello Sabah!!!!!!!!

I am STUPID person

today i have biology quiz, chemistry class test and English class test...seriously, i hate today...........am i a stupid student or it just a simple mistake that i have done in my life? i think i am a stupid person.....why i can't get good marks for biology............................................arghhhh...stupid10x.....my chemistry is totally unbelievable just now.............why i answered the 10 marks question wrong????????????????????owh gosh......how I'm gonna get 95 marks for final exam? how i gonna get GPA 3.67 and above if my marks not so good.....I'm in a deep trouble......really deep..................................my English class test is okay la...its not so hard and not so easy...at least i can answer.......that's a lot of bad news for me today...only one good news...i got 86 for physics quiz......so happy.....

A sad feelings

just now, i watch my friends picture about their university life......very good and excited because she's schooling in sabah so anything she do will be in sabah...im so jealous..................................................me? in taylor? barely do something that i like...taylor university in so good...although its a prestigious university, however its not an exciting life studying in taylor...why did i accept the offer to school at taylor? its because i want to accept the scholarship..thats all. not because of the taylor university.............very boring actually studying in taylor...........and also very sad for the upcoming holiday.....my holiday is just 2 weeks...minus 4 days at Mabul Island, only 1 week at house...at that time, resting all day is my priority....hehe..other people have holiday for almost 1 month and more................................................................................................................................

stressed out...........................

next week is maybe the hardest, toughest and most difficult for this month....next week got so many tests and quizzes..and rite now i'm so lazy..............i havent opened a book yet.....better believe it...i just hope  i can score well especially in biology and chemistry..for chemistry final exam, miss inthi had targeted me to score 95 percent...wau so high marks. i dont know i can do it. but i dont want to let her down....for biology, i dont know why my marks keep lowering......have to work hard....recently i had a biology class test..im so scared because i dont know whether i score enough to pass Sem 1 or not...and also because i didnt read all the topic that will be coming out..for this upcoming quiz, i should be more prepared. for physics, i dont understand bout the topic........so difficult.....for maths and english? its ok la...if i study i can score...welll thats all from now...till the next post...and thanks to anyone who following my blog

A New Story...

minggu ne jak, dua kali sya kna tinggal bas owh....sedihnya....lmbt smpi rumah..huhu. yg first2 tue tym hari isnin....klas plg last kan klas bi....kmi sibuk bincang pasal reflective journal 5 smpi kmi terlupa pasal bas. skali kmi lari pg bus stop, bas tue uda jalan...trus kmi terpaksa naik bas pg carrefour bru pg summit. smpi rumah, jam 7 lbh uda.......yg second, hari selasa. kmi kan ada klas moral smpi jam 6, jd lmbt blk. mmg ada bas spatutnya pukul 6 tue. tp skali kmi pg bus stop, tda uda bas. sya try kol yg muslim.....c naz ma hauna nda angkat talipon...bla sya kol hazim, dia cakap dorg d highway uda.....diorang lupa pasal sya ngan michelle....michelle marah ne tym kmi ikut bas dr campus g carrefour pastu summit.....sedihnya sya....buli2 dorg lupa pasal kmi dua....skali smpi rumah, jam 7.30 pm uda.....diorang sebenarnya nda sedar pun sya n michelle lum naik bas.....mo cakap sya sakit hati, mmg la....tp sya ne bukan jenis org yg marah depan2...besanya sya marah melalui perbuatan atau perkataan.....pastu bsuk dia, yg len smua buat besa2 tue....yg minta maaf hnya la suhaila, athirah, amirah n naz....yg len btul2 lupakah pasal kmi?????is that what friend for?????

Stupid feelings.....

whenever i'm telling guys bout my feeling to them, why i'll get negative response???????? recently i tell one guy, my old friend that i still like him even though five years had gone. then he said i'm tired. i should get rest and sleep. then the next day, at his facebook i saw her girlfriend's face...his new girl just after i told him that i still like him. then after a few days, i saw him with his girlfriend at the shopping mall. i try to ignore what i'm seeing but deep inside my heart, its hurt. why cant he just tell me that he has a girl already...is it very hard to do that???? well nobody knows that i'm crying inside my heart......before this i told my senior from MRSM that i like him. then again i got the same answer...i'm tired that i should sleep and get some rest.....why cant he just told me that he didnt like me....is it hard to do that? why boys like that????urghhh...it just make me hate boys more...now i know, a girl should never revealed her feelings to a boy or else she will ended up crying.....