Guys and love...

well, its been a while since i write a blog...now I'm really in a dilemma...My friend back in high school suddenly said, he loves me. and i was....what? how the heck that can happen??? but now i really like a guy who wait for me for three years...i like every single thing about him except for we didn't spent much time together and i really miss him. once he promised to me that he will sing a song for me but up until now, we never called each other since the promise been made. however, there's a sabahan guy in lakeside which also a scholar that somehow i like...hahaha...funny right??? every time i spent time with him i felt that i can be myself. but i know its just a dream...although we spent a lot of time together especially last night when we had our dinner together...we talked and laughed so much...i think better to be single so that i can like all sabahan guys...haha...but its the truth...i only like sabahan guys....huahahahaha...Now i only like one guy who currently studying in sabah...I love him so much..so forget the other two...

HOLIDAY.......

this holiday was somehow a bad one. several accident i came across to during the holiday. the first one was on Saturday, 27 August...i was watching movie with my sister in our room using my computer when my cousin came in and told us that her brother met an accident with motorcycle in Kituau, Limbanak. we were shocked. my mother immediately woke up and grabbed the car keys. me and brother followed my mom to fetch my cousin. when we reached the place, my cousin was nowhere to be found so we asked my cousin's friend where was my cousin. then a few minutes later my friend's mom came and told us that my cousin will be brought to their house in a few minutes. at first i was afraid to look at my cousin...later my cousin arrived. his condition was bad. his nose and mouth was bleeding. there was a scar in his neck. his left arm cannot moved and his leg was badly wounded. he cannot walked on his own so my brother had to carry him. then we went back to our house because my mother have to change her clothes before going to HQE..when we reach HQE, my brother put my cousin on a wheel chair then put inside the emergency hall. all the people there were staring at us. later my aunt came and accompany my cousin until we brought him back that day. he went back with a cemented arm..i do hope he had learn his lesson by not wandering too far from home and not telling his parents.

On the same day my cousin met an accident, there was also one accident happened in my village. one perodua kancil hit the telephone cable and broke it into two. the car was badly damaged of course. it happened at night after we came back from Tanjung Aru beach. the driver was drunk and somehow he still survived from the accident.

on the 3 September, our car was hit by a proton saga. we were on our way to putatan from kinarut. when we want to make our way through a roundabout near SMK Kinarut, suddenly a proton saga hit us from the sideways. luckily we bring unser that day. then we have to park in the middle of the road. my father went out of the car and befriend with the owner of the car who hit us. his car was badly damaged and unable to move. so a tow car was called. apparently the owner of the car was a traffic officer at Kompleks Karamunsing. the left side of the front door was a little bit damaged. me and my sister had to go back with my cousin who we called to fetch us while my mother and father went to Police station in papar. luckily no one was hurt.

enough with the story about the accident...during the holiday, there were tonnes of celebration that i celebrated. the first one is Hari Raya Celebration. my cousin was a Muslim so we went back to my father's village to celebrate hari raya with them. at the same day, my cousin also married at tun fuad hall. in addition that day was also the day where my cousins prayed for their father who died 15 years ago..and my other cousin also celebrated his son's birthday..that day, we didn't cook at home because we went to the celebration and ate tonnes of foods..we also make some raya biscuits. for example is kuih makmur and also batang buruk. on the last day in sabah, my father cooked a steamboat for the whole family. and we celebrate my brother,my cousin and my aunt's birthday. we even celebrated my cousin's anniversary. my sister and my cousin baked two more cakes in addition to one blackforest cake that we bought earlier. that night, i went to st aloysius limbanak for sunset mass. i saw my friends there as there was PYD going on. i miss them so much...but study came first...

overall, my holiday is quite sad but also exciting..hehe

Hmmm...

Somehow at this stage after completing one semester of Foundation in Science in Taylor University Lakeside Campus and meeting great friends, I felt that I don't like science subject....
Few reason that I think I am not a science person is that my Biology was worst......and my Algebra is the best...I'm better in Algebra rather than in Human Biology..huhu....what should i do.....I don't want to change my course because of the scholarships but I'm afraid that this will affect my studies as well as my CGPA...somebody helps me!!!!!!!!arghhh......

First Assesssment of 2nd Sem FIS

In a nut shell I can say that my first assessment for all the subject is average...huhu so sad la because one of the subject i got really low marks......let me tell you about my first assessment on every subject...
ALGEBRA&GEOMETRY
my favourite subject among all the subject as i love numbers....hehe..i'm very happy about my result for quiz 1...because.......i got full marks!!!! so happy......20/20.......thats mean i got 100%.....2.5 percent for my assessment mark...and i also nominated by Mr. Yap to be a tutor for my friends who are weak in algebra...so happy to help them...in addition, i was paid rm30 per hour....and i only have to teach them one hour per week.....hehe..extra money for me....
ORGANIC CHEMISTRY
my second favourite subject.....i only got 8/10 for the first quiz.....so sad because i was targeting to get 10/10....but i think its because i dont take it seriously...thats why i didin't got fuul marks...very envy with those who 9/10 and 10/10.....have to study more for the upcoming quiz which is next week on thursday...huhu. i can do it....
ENGLISH 2
at first i wasn't so confident with my answer during the quiz as i just answer it like it was nothing...but suprisingly, i got 8/9....so happy....im hoping this will continue so that i can get A for my final exam later on....so that i can get 4.00 as my CGPA....
HUMAN BIOLOGY
the subject that i was supposed to be good at as i'm a doctor-to-be...but then i got the lowest mark of all the subject..very sad...huhuhuhuhu..need to do better for the upcoming quiz...i cannot risk of not getting A for this sem..i need to master biology right now......i only got 12/20...very low for me....need to struggle up a bit after this....biology is crucial for me....

Gear up wanda...you can do it...just believe in yourself..if anyone else can do it, why you can't???? what the difference between you and the others....you just have to study hard and smart as well.. lessen your time facing facebook and other unneccessary things...focus on your studies....don't let your teacher, your family and most of all your parents down..make sabah proud of as you're the only one sabahan scholar in this course......

God, please help me in my study..I know You will always be by my side. Help me endavour all the challenges in my life and make me a better person in Your eyes....
                                                                                                                   Amen.

MUSIC..................

currently, I'm listening to my senior's songs.....he composed many songs..among his songs, i like the song entitled 'You're Not In Love' the most...i like its tune....but i like all the songs.....he is a very brilliant artist..believe it or not, in his music video, he sings, write the lyrics, arrange the music and also play all the instrument....such a talented man....his name is Bryan Rundi...he is an ex CPUian...he will be leaving Malaysia to Canada in a few months....that's all.....haha..very short one this time...
this is the link to his facebook page if anyone interested...

http://www.facebook.com/bryanrundimusic

Registration for JUNIORS and Orientation Weeks.......

26 June 2011...

Today is the registration day for my juniors..haha..I'm so happy because at last I'm a senior....well, I'm hoping there will be some sabahan among the juniors..if not some, one is enough...I'm longed for sabahan friends whom i can speak in my mother tongue with....I woke up very early..haha. maybe too excited as i will have a new housemate.....I'm the first one going downstairs to wait for the bus...thanks to me, the bus know where we were waiting......the registration process is okay la....my eyes was so fresh as they got to see more guys..cute guys...hahaha.....its boring to see nazrin, nabil and hazim's face everyday for 6 months...after the registration process had been completed, the juniors together with their parents went to temptations hall...for what???of course, to eat..poor nazrin...he was the only guy at the moment so he had to handle all the luggage...after finish everything, we headed back home....me, atira, ira dira n nazrin (forget one more girl) follow the taylor bus back to Casa...the bus was very packed but we still managed to enter the bus.....and unfortunately nazrin had to stand up as there's no seat left.....At Casa Subang, we bring them to ground floor level to obtain their access card..over there, boxes of peel fresh juice had been poured out for us...somebody sponsored 300 boxes of peel fresh juice...well, it ended nicely...and i do got one housemate..her name is Jia Ying... 

ORIENTATION WEEKS...

this orientation weeks is joined by both seniors and also juniors..well, we really got to know them..we met Dr. Adnan, Mr. Gerald, Ms. Jehan, SSU people and lot more new people whom i haven't met eventhough i already been in taylor for 6 months..it was a very joyful programme...lot things happened..got to know that i'm the only one from sabah among all the scholars...celebrating abg Mad's 30th birthday, doing presentation together with the juniors, get to know our semester 1 result, got to know my juniors....and the most thing i like about this programme is no homeworks..that means, no need to study, can relaxed all the times.......so happy....=)...

nothing to write anymore....in short, i'm glad i have juniors....hahaha....God Bless....

Holiday!!!!!!

My holiday is basically so dull.......In a nutshell, I prefer to say that I stay at home almost everyday.......But I still spent some time wandering(of course alone) in Pekan Donggonggon.....Of course my father didn't say anything because he knows that I longed to go to Pekan Donggonggon...so eventhough I came back late, its still ok....haha..so happy because I got the freedom to do anything what I want....and also during this short period, I also went to eat everything that I desired to eat and I cannot or hardly find at my place....Marrybrown,  my mom's hinava, tamu's tuhau, Sin Wan Pan Mee, Restoran Ilham's Soto and I also had a chance to eat at my aunt's restaurant...so yummy.....to think that I'm unable to eat something like that in Selangor is relly hurting my heart...just kidding.....during the holiday, I also had a chance to meet my niece, Jenna...and most thing that I like to do during the hoilday is cooking...I even bake cake to celebrate Father's Day at my house together with my aunts and cousins...its really happy to be with them and be a part of family celebration....
Sadly, I never went to Kota Kinabalu because no one is willingly to brought me there....but its okay because nothing to do at KK also....and I hadn't meet my friends because they already start studying again....so I had to spent my holiday alone with my family, my laptop and also the TV at home....But I'm still glad that I went back home. After 3 months in Taylor, home is the place where I longed to be.....well, that's all for now. later i tell you about the new juniors we have in taylor...haha. Bye.